
I was on the way back from college today, and bumped into a friend of mine. Matter of fact, she was actually a very good friend of mine.
But today when we met each other, i gave her a little friendly smile and said Hi! Thinking of maybe while waiting for the bus we could just strike up a conversation and do some catching up.
She simply smiled back at me and ask where i was from and puts back her headphones and read her book. I walked away and couldn't help to wonder..
What ever happened to our friendship? How did we changed from best friends to complete strangers. I probably could strike up a better conversation with a stranger than with her.
I think everyone of us has this happen to us at least once. Friends who first tell each other that we will always be sisters/brothers, then it slowly becomes cold and eventually just dies. Nobody's fault, Nobody to blame, it wasn't because he/she did not come through as a good friend. It just simply "hilang"!
In some ways, i do find it amazing on how Daniel keeps his friendship with his friends. They go way back from primary up till now even though they are all from different college/uni. I on the other hand, lost all my primary school friends, cant even remember their names well but they can remember mine.
Does that make me bad in keeping friendship? I'm not too sure. But i'm not that horrible. I do have some friends that i still keep! And some i wish i made more effort to keep before it really decides to just die. So hm..Wanna go out? =P