There are things i put up with people which I seriously dont know why i bother.
Your constant and no longer occasional selfish-ness can really just pissed me off.
I am determined and committed in everything that I do. What are you?
2 hours ago
Demotivating.
I'm amaze how demotivating He can be to me or to the kids at home. I'm not quite sure if he's even good for their mental/emotional health.
It's understandable for a typically Asian father to tell his kids, you have to study hard, so that you can get a good job to work for somebody. Work hard at that job so that u can get a promotion, then you gotta work hard summore to "insert whatever here"...
But for him to be able to say.. " There is no possible way you can be rich unless your family is rich to begin with. " to his kids. Man..that's just terrible. How can you tell your kids or even ANYBODY for that matter that u cannot be wealthy because your family is poor. Just because we're poor doesnt mean we have to STAY poor.
I'm tired of this. I told Daniel again and again I need to get out of this rut. If it's not because for my own good, comfort and my want to have a better life, it would be to prove and be a role model to my siblings that YOU CAN BE whatever you wanna be, if you put your heart, mind and soul into it despite whatever difficult circumstances you're in. I'll prove HIM wrong.
-June-
It's understandable for a typically Asian father to tell his kids, you have to study hard, so that you can get a good job to work for somebody. Work hard at that job so that u can get a promotion, then you gotta work hard summore to "insert whatever here"...
But for him to be able to say.. " There is no possible way you can be rich unless your family is rich to begin with. " to his kids. Man..that's just terrible. How can you tell your kids or even ANYBODY for that matter that u cannot be wealthy because your family is poor. Just because we're poor doesnt mean we have to STAY poor.
I'm tired of this. I told Daniel again and again I need to get out of this rut. If it's not because for my own good, comfort and my want to have a better life, it would be to prove and be a role model to my siblings that YOU CAN BE whatever you wanna be, if you put your heart, mind and soul into it despite whatever difficult circumstances you're in. I'll prove HIM wrong.
-June-
Today..
Today someone left this earth.
Today someone is finally back home, where she belongs and desired to be.
Oh how i will miss her. That small and petite yet strong and God Fearing lady.
What an inspiration you are to me.
May you Finally Rejoice with The Lord of Lords up in heaven and the Angels welcome you home with a great and exciting celebration.
Goodbye Grandma.
-June-
Today someone is finally back home, where she belongs and desired to be.
Oh how i will miss her. That small and petite yet strong and God Fearing lady.
What an inspiration you are to me.
May you Finally Rejoice with The Lord of Lords up in heaven and the Angels welcome you home with a great and exciting celebration.
Goodbye Grandma.
-June-
The Start Of World Cup
Well, I just finish watching the first World Cup Match. South Africa vs Mexico. While i was at the gym, I kept on insisting that South Africa will win. Not because they're damn good, but mostly because somebody bribe somebody so that SA will look good. Home ground ma!
Then I made a bet. I just had to. Teh O Ais if SA win. In the end, it was a tie. =( So no Teh O Ais for me, nor did Jon ( the other guy i betted with ). BOOOOOO SA N MEXICO. D:!
Anyways, i have crappy tax class to go. I'm utterly behind my ability, knowledge n skills this semester. Need to buck up before its too late. -_-
-June-
Then I made a bet. I just had to. Teh O Ais if SA win. In the end, it was a tie. =( So no Teh O Ais for me, nor did Jon ( the other guy i betted with ). BOOOOOO SA N MEXICO. D:!
Anyways, i have crappy tax class to go. I'm utterly behind my ability, knowledge n skills this semester. Need to buck up before its too late. -_-
-June-
You are my strength
You are my strength
Strength like no other
Strength like no other
Reaches to me
In the fullness of Your grace
In the power of Your Name
You lift me up
You lift me up
Your love O Lord
Reaches to the heavens
Your faithfulness
Reaches to the skies
Strength like no other
Strength like no other
Reaches to me
You are my hope
Hope like no other
Hope like no other
Reaches to me
Hope like no other
Hope like no other
Reaches to me
In the fullness of Your grace
In the power of Your Name
You lift me up
You lift me up
Unfailing love
Stronger than mountains
Deeper than oceans
Reaches to me
Stronger than mountains
Deeper than oceans
Reaches to me
Your love O Lord
Reaches to the heavens
Your faithfulness
Reaches to the skies
Don't Worry, Be Happy
See, if you worry too much, you're gonna end up looking like this Monkey here.
Now that's a face you don't want to have 24/7, do you?!
The Best Feeling
I have been awarded the top student for my diploma course. Praise God for I honestly couldn't have done it without my Father in Heaven. I have worked so hard, but it would be nothing without Him. I feel so grateful for what God has done and the best opportunity was presented to me to do something in return. That is....
To lead worship along with a couple of my church bandmates at TAR College Christian Fellowship.
At first, i was like "YEAH! SURE!" then after a few days, i begin to doubt myself. "Oh no. -_- What did i get myself into?" Because I havent been leading worship since form 5!Thankfully, my trusty partner and friend, kee aun will be with me!
We were told that TARC crowd would be all boring n straight. To be honest, I was freaking out! We were invited to perform to hopefully get them hyped! But for some reason, That night, the crowd was unbelievable. Beyond my expectations. God Moves. :) It was Amazing!!! Nothing like what they told us! They dance n they sang their hearts out.
I forgot how it feels to stand on stage with the band behind n the mic in my hands.
I forgot how it feels to lead a group of young n vibrant bunch of youths in worship.
I forgot how it feels to sing How Great Is Our God n mean it from the bottom of my heart.
And the best part is when the music dies down after the bridge, the moment u hear the crowd worship n sing How Great is Our God, it was the best feeling ever. As if God is smiling down on all of us, acknowledging our songs of worship.
There is Indeed a Generation rising up to take their place with selfless faith. :)
To lead worship along with a couple of my church bandmates at TAR College Christian Fellowship.
At first, i was like "YEAH! SURE!" then after a few days, i begin to doubt myself. "Oh no. -_- What did i get myself into?" Because I havent been leading worship since form 5!Thankfully, my trusty partner and friend, kee aun will be with me!
We were told that TARC crowd would be all boring n straight. To be honest, I was freaking out! We were invited to perform to hopefully get them hyped! But for some reason, That night, the crowd was unbelievable. Beyond my expectations. God Moves. :) It was Amazing!!! Nothing like what they told us! They dance n they sang their hearts out.
I forgot how it feels to stand on stage with the band behind n the mic in my hands.
I forgot how it feels to lead a group of young n vibrant bunch of youths in worship.
I forgot how it feels to sing How Great Is Our God n mean it from the bottom of my heart.
And the best part is when the music dies down after the bridge, the moment u hear the crowd worship n sing How Great is Our God, it was the best feeling ever. As if God is smiling down on all of us, acknowledging our songs of worship.
There is Indeed a Generation rising up to take their place with selfless faith. :)