Ever since holidays started, my real plans for the holidays has changed from a list of things to nothing. Suddenly almost everything i wanted to do, i just decided to cancel them off the list.
I thought this holiday would be awesome. My birthday, My anniversary, Chinese New Year, Valentines day. But really, even with all that 'party'-ing like a rockstar and late nights outing, I still feel like I did almost nothing i wanted to do this holiday.
Now that Se-On is back to Australia, my holidays will and only go downhill from here. Nobody to drag me out of the house to make me laugh till my stomach pain and make sure that I am not at home thinking too much about things i cant change. Tehz, I'm already missing that fat soulja twin of mine!
My makan buddy, Mei Lin is pregnant. So that was like a big and awesome surprise. However, she's probably suffering now with really bad morning sickness. Poor Mei Lin. I havent seen her for like more than 2 weeks! Miss her loads. Suddenly without her and Edwin, feel like our weekly makan time with the usual people is slooowly fading away. Prolly because Mei Lin is always the one that has cravings and we just hop along her makan plans! I should do something about that thou! So that when her morning sickness is over she can join us! haha.
I'm on a "diet". no rice. -_- I've been drinking soup almost everyday now. Not that i see any huge improvements thou. Maybe tomorrow i should just eat rice. Screw this diet plan. It's screwing with my mood too. Because i dont eat as much sugar and carbs as i use to, i get moody so often i feel like punching/slapping somebody if they annoy me even for a little bit.
Other than that, CNY im here in kl. X____X well, i guess its good. I can't stand being in Terrengganu for long unless i'm @ Redang or something. Till then, i need to go figures how to make this CNY a productive one.
-June-
